The Road

Ever since I’ve moved to Socal I’ve been driving alot. Everywhere in Socal is so wide spead apart. I couldn’t help but fall in love with the different landscapes I drive around everyday. As a photography enthusiast I had to take these Iphone shots. Follow me on Instragram for more. @marvtchanProcessed with VSCOcam with f2 preset Processed with VSCOcam with b5 preset Processed with VSCOcam with m3 preset

Homesick

Damn I really took the bay area for granted. I realized that even I told myself not to take it for granted while I was there I still find myself missing home. Maybe I didn’t take it for granted but still I miss the bay area alot. It’s a very special place and it’s my home. I realized that it’s good to be away from home because without this experience I really would have never knew how special of a place the bay area was. Even when exploring out of the country I would miss home but in college it sucks. People say they have alot more freedom here but for me it’s totally different. Back at home everyone trusted me and I could do whatever I wanted. In college I am overwatched by RAs and other officials. This makes me really want to drop out because it makes me realize that school is also as oppressive. I feel like our whole lives has lead us to believe that in order to live a successful life we need to conform and work for companies we don’t want to, and do jobs we don’t enjoy. But in all honesty if you work towards something and if you work hard enough money will still come. There are ways to make livings off of passions. I believe that that idea is more successful than any corporate job out there. I want to pursue my interest in photography. I want to make that my living, I don’t want to be a conformist instead I want to live off of my passion and do something I really enjoy.

College

10685652186_233e1c9470_oRecently I’ve been obsessed with my work and creative outlet. Right now it is 3:09 am and I can not fall asleep no matter how hard I try. It seems like this surge of motivation is part of a college thing. It’s almost as if there’s nothing else to do but fulfill dreams and complete my identity.

I’ve been noticing how powerful social media is in this generation. I want to put myself out there and learn to market my talent and hardwork. I began by brainstorming ideas late at night especially around this time. I want to create a series of photos called the “College” series. Before I came to college I had so many ideas that proved to be only myths. I want to represent college through my eyes with this series. Here is my first piece.

 

Weekends

Weekends here are getting more and more fun. Getting closer to everyone in the hall has made everything seem so much homier. There’s actually a lot of things to do here and instead of feeling gloomy and reminiscent it’s actually a lot more fun to explore and learn new things. Especially since studying takes such a toll on me. Going out and exploring is a nice get away and it is actually what I came down here to do. IMG_9928 IMG_9908 IMG_9911 (2) IMG_9909 IMG_9845 IMG_9855 IMG_9861 IMG_9835 IMG_9840 IMG_9841 IMG_9798 IMG_9758 IMG_9747 IMG_9894 IMG_9830Also getting back in touch with my creative side (photography) has reopened the world I used to dream of living. I’ve been so preoccupied that taking pictures has become a nuisance instead of a fun hobby. I need to change that thought process and make it more of an everyday habit. Photography is essentially what I love doing and it also may be what I may be doing for the rest of my life.

 

Typical Day in Class

IMG_9696 IMG_9698 Math at 8-9:30. Psych from 5-6:30.IMG_9701 IMG_9705 IMG_9706 IMG_9707 Typical scenery to and from class.IMG_9708I actually really enjoy class. Ever since class started the weeks have been going by so much faster. Also i feel so much more productive although i sleep so much more. I think I’ve averaged about 3-5 hour naps a day. I’m still so excited to go back to the bay area. Sometimes I don’t even want to do anything but stay in bed and sleep.

College

College is coming up in 3 weeks and I am finally starting to feel it. I understand that when I leave, home will never be home again. Coming back will never be the same and to think of that partially saddens me. I feel an awful amount of trepidation whenever moving comes into mind. I am anxious and feel uneasy but at the same time I know that I am ready to move and to learn and to experience so much more that is out there. The anticipation is killing me because I honestly have no idea what lies ahead. I really can not think of leaving sometimes and leaving behind my family. Especially my uncle, he really spent the most time with me in my whole life and has always been there for me. He always is more of a parent to me than anyone else in the world. Leaving him will be the hardest. In the end I know I will be okay though. I always end up okay and I know college will have so much in store for me. I will have the time of my life and I will become a better version of myself within the next upcoming years. Until next time.
IMG_2045When one door closes another one opens”

China Series

My laptop just recently got fixed which means all my China pictures are back! It’s almost been a month but I’ma blog about my trip to China anyways.

The Flight

My journey to China started with a “pleasant” flight from SFO. The woman on the bottom right was carrying a 5D in her bag. A vietnamese female photographer, she was the most elegant and beautiful woman I had a chance to see through out the whole trip!

A nice read for the plane ride.

Tuna salad sandwich, first meal of the day. Right before departure.

A decent meal considering it was plane food.My ride pretty much consisted of reading this book, “Inside Of a Dog” it’s a pretty interesting read if you’re a dog lover like I am.

 

Being a Teen

Just had another mixed emotionally long day one would experience as a teen. Working for my mother has it’s ups and downs but at the end of the day I truly wish the best for her and want to help her with all I can. But anyways, after work I headed out with a spontaneous group that I had never hungout with together at a time. It ended well, like every other spontaneous thing I do with my life. A comforting end to a depressing and tiring day. I don’t really have the fuel to go out as much as I used to anymore, it’s a bit scary.

Our chef had a popped tire, had to pick him up before work.

Come visit us =) 2315 Santa Clara Ave. Alameda Ca.

My doggies Momo and Kobe.My momma, aka my momma look alike that has my aunt’s features hahaha.

Peterpanda.Tiffany, which concludes the random spontaneous group of friends on a late night outing.